Happy Halloween

Candy will never taste the same any more. I've never gone trick or treating in my whole life, like dang, seriously? MY CHILD HOOD SUCKED!
Its not the free candy or dressing up thing that's got me, its just staying home all night and doing nothing. Well nothing, I have homework, but still...
I want my candy >:[
Friday went well, it was fun. Got to spend time with the boyfriend and the friends. Paranormal Acitivty 2 is not for me. I was the only idiot who screamed and what made it even worse is that my friends told me it was real. I came out of the theater literally shaking. Afterwards, went out to eat with the crew and then went home. I seriously hate being sick, always coughing....ruins everything I swear. At least I'm getting better, I can't say I'm getting any worse.
Its so wierd, now that I have you. I always chasing you and you were chasing me. But now that were together, I don't know what I feel, all I know is that I can't stop thinking about you. Each day I grow more in like with you. Ugh gosh <3 Can't believe this is happening to me, you make it reality. GIVE ME CANDY BABE :D

Your the next best thing

You liked me before I liked you. How cute.
I should of noticed you before, your kindess, the way you looked at me, the way you would hug me 5 seconds longer than any other girl.
How could I've been so blind, to not notice you.
Now, I swear I've never felt like this before. Everyday when were together I like you more and more. There's no turning back, seriously, nothing has ever felt this right then this. Its amazing, how I would worry each day about if I was really the only girl? I trust you now, you've shown me that I really am the only girl.
When I'm sick, you make me feel like I've been cured. Maybe you really are a doctor and I'm your medical assistant. Days pass and every single moment I can't stop thinking about you. I hate being shy sometimes, seeing you walk in front of me I'm too scared to say a word or even hold your hand. So I thank you, for approaching before I could. You like me for who I am and I like you for what you made me. I've never been so happy in my life, when being with you time slows down. When you hold my hand my hands aren't sweaty, which is wierd because when ever I'm around a guy I like my hands are super sweaty. When you hug me I never want to let go, when you kiss me I want it to last.
I look foward to waking up ever day now, seeing you is all worth it. I love how you are so protective of me, even the little things you notice about me makes me happy. Sometimes I wonder why; Why out of all the pretty girls you chose me? I've always thought I was never good enough for you, so I backed off, but you never backed off of me. So thank you for never giving up on me. On a bad day, you turn it to a good day. How amazing can you be? There's no words that can describe how I feel about you any more, so I'll show you....
Everything is so clear when I'm with you, if your reading this you probably know who you are. I like you. :]
p.s. I can't wait until Friday <3

Wtf gives you the right

3 Years, thats a hecka a long time. I know that. But what gives you the right to think we can start over. No.
I'm not going through this again. Yes I did love you, but you couldn't just wait 2 months for me.
I'm sorry I was never that girl, I'm sorry I didn't stick to dancing, I'm sorry that I didn't spend enough time with you. But in the end, I never would have expected for you to suddenly disappear.
For 3 years I told myself I was never good enough for you, but now I realized that you were never good enough for me. Let the past be the past, because clearly I have moved along and you haven't.

Giving Up

I might as well just call it a day and give up. Start thinking more realistic and set goals for myself that I can see in the future. Stop wasting my time on something that I probably have no chance with.
I always promise myself to never set up goals that I believe is unachievable because I always end up hurting myself.

Oh mannn

Went to a wedding yesterday! My cousin made a speech about how important family is and I cried T_T
The bride is so pretty!! I loved her dress and she seemed so nice and friendly. I really want to get to know more of her. I then met up with my cousin, the groom, and told him I wanted to be a Pediatric Nurse and then he yelled "GOOD STAY IN NURSING!!" ahah funny man
The dancing was fun :]
When I got home I was too tired to do anything but then I started talking to my friends and they got me all hyper and jumpy again. What a great night, words can't describe how much fun and the amount of love I saw tonight.
Contrats to Joey Lou and Hilary Thompson!!
Welcome to the family <3